Regrets. We all have them. Whether you like it or not, we all have them. I have my own fair share. I regret standing to right of my left-handed cousin on that eerie December. I regret not speaking up when my voice was whisked away by shyness. I know all this must sound saddening, but oh well. One of my deepest regrets goes back to 8th grade. I know what you all are thinking." Oh no, not a trip down memory lane." It was summer. I was extremely happy. I was on top of the world. I was going out on a date. I had to walk from Arby's to the movie theater. No biggy. I get there on time. She arrives. We watch the movie. When we left the theater, we standing out on the corner of the Square. She had just gotten back from the Washington, D.C. trip. I missed her so much. She called me during that time. I was going to be leaving the next day for a canoeing trip. As we were standing there, I wanted to say something sweet to her. Something that would move her. Something that would say I love you and that I wanted a long lasting relationship. After that, I thought why not add in a kiss for good measure. But you know what? I didn't do any of those things and I am stupid for doing so. My shyness got the best of me. Sometimes I wish that I was more socially outgoing as others. But this relationship lasted a good 3 months. I loved that girl. She knows who she is. I may add right now that this entry is not directed towards her but at me and my stupid shyness. I wish her a long lasting relationship with whomever she is going out with. I know someone down the line will me shit for this blog, so send your comments to bmxskateboardpunk@hotmail.com. I'm sorry if I depressed, angered, or hurt you guys in any emotional way. Trust me. I have seen and known pain,fear, and anger. I have lashed out, ran from things that scared me to death, and tasted my own blood. It is human nature to feel all these things. But do you know what is the best part of life? Waking up, living your life, and being who you are. I usually open up when I am out of school, because I feel like I'm being watched at school. It's crazy. I love nature. I love riding my bike and my bike in general. I don't how far this bike is going to take me and I don't how far I will take it. I do know it is going to be one hell of a ride.