"You rearrange my face but you can't rearrange my mind" This is what my sister said about fighting. I agree mostly. Today, I heard some kid wanted to fight another kid for no real reason. Winning a fight only brings satisfaction, bruises, and burnt calories. Yes, it works for the winner if he or she really has a reason for the fight.

I strive to not step on anybody's toes. I look people in face and try to see how their day has been. I talk to them and make jokes to lighten their day. Hold the door for someone. Pick up their pen they just dropped. Ask them how their day is going. You may just give them that little push to think positive. Remember the glass is half full. Start each day with the thought that you are alive, given the opportunity to learn, and you live in free country where you can anything that is legal(that is if you live in America). I am trying not to swear a lot because I would like to show people that I have a bigger vocabulary. I don't care if you cuss around me. If there is a little kid around, watch your mouth. I learned how to cuss back in the fifth grade. Sermon over.

I love music. I can't sing, but I can play the guitar. Music is the outlet of every emotion in my body. The music I like is metal/punk/ska rock bands. I can't really get behind rap or hip hop. Listening any kind of rock, I get psyched up for things. Now let us traverse to a different part of my mind. What do I like in girl? I like a girl to have interest in music, be funny, be supportive, and decent looking. I like to say that I'm modestly good-looking. Yeah, I look weak, but so what? I try to look tough, but I am actually really emotional and sensitive. I don't really show it at school. That's my problem I need to talk more. Easier said than done.

Today I took a nap and when I woke up I thought it was tomorrow. So I took a shower. When I got out, it was still dark out. I went into my kitchen and checked the date on the computer. I took a shower for nothing. I am trying to let my hair grow shaggy, but as I understand I look better with short hair. My sister left for college the 19th. I miss her already. I am all by myself. No one to talk to. I have always been able to talk to her. I trust her a lot. I guess we are such great brothers and sisters because she had to talk for me when I was a little one. I can't really talk to my brother. He used to boss me and Molly around a lot. My brother, sister, and me all have middle names that start with L. Last night, I dreamt that my room was breathing and it sucked me into a different universe. There I saw this old man who asked me why I was there. He then proceeded to chase me with his cane/sword. He catches me and takes me to his pirate ship. He ties me up. We float out to sea. There I see the world's past,present, and future. Then I was rescued by the Teletubbies and Spongebob. I ended up shooting the thought to be gay teletubby. I was spit out my walls. I landed in my bed and woke up.

SNL wasn't all that great. I expected it to be really good. I thought they would have done something about the mob. Have you seen the previews for that new show called Kingpin. That looks good. Last night, I had my cousin over at my house. We played pool and watched tv. Then we played this game that consists of running around a pool table and throwing and catching a tennis ball. We watched a couple of movies and went to sleep. In the morning, We woke up and played some more games. Then we boxed. I am little sore. He hit me in sternum repeatedly. He also hit in the stomach, but I have strong abs. I think I did something to my finger. Between us, we drank 2 3/4 liters of mountain dew. I really should stop drinking that stuff, but I am addicted to it. I think I'll go to ymca today. After that, I'll probably watch Goodfellas. Anyone in T-ville want to go with me to the y? Ryan can't come because he has the flu. Last night, I watched Jackass. It was entertaining but stupid. See ya.