Death is inevitable. We all know it. Death has a plan for us all, but I'll tell you one thing. I'm not afaird of death. In some way, we all are afaird of it. I am but I am not. I heard once if something doesn't fear death, it is not alive. This isn't true. A man didn't die on a cross so we can be afaird. Death is not the end of all things. It is merely start of another. I am going to go all out next week. I am tired of being afaird of simple things like talking to that nice looking girl in the morning. I may or may not have plans for V-Day. It's in the works. What a weird blog. I went from death to love. Through God's love and Jesus's death, we are all saved, will be saved, and are being saved. So don't let fear,fate, and fatalities push you around.

V-Day is coming up soon. Most likely, I won't do anything to impress the girl I like. Maybe I gather the guts to go up and talk to her. I wish I could get to know her more. I might buy some flowers or candy, but that wouldn't do at all. Two weeks ago, Bethany asked me, " If you could sum up all your courage to do something, what would it be?" My answer was to jump from a plane and parachute down into the Grand Canyon. This is just a matter of money. A better answer to that question would be: I would ask out the girl I like. Obviously, I am not going to tell you how this girl is, but some may know.

I find that I can't stand to be alone anywhere. I find myself all alone in my house. With my sister in college, there is no one around to act stupid with it. No one to talk to but my parents. No one to help me on my projects that I procastinated on. No one to give me advice. I treasure each moment she is home. She told me that she gets lonely at college. Her boyfriend is in Marines Boot Camp. I hope I can get to see her soon.