me, myself, and illinois

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Location: Stonington, Illinois, United States

June 12, 2003

I have been writing some poems. They're not done yet. I don't where they came from.You know I'll post them on here. On another subject, I realized today that I haven't been on date in long time. I just want to go on one date with this girl I like. The probelm is that I don't see her all that much. I don't know. I need to get out of this house more often. I am going to try and get to the bowling alley next week. Adios

June 11, 2003

Let me start off with the canoeing trip. The trip was awesome. I got to hang out with a lot of cool people. I had the chance to soak in the beauty of nature and how it sometimes is overlooked. How everything seems so simple when you are surrounded by trees, water, and rocks. Where it no longer matters who has the fastest car or hottest girl. A place in which you can find yourself spiritually. Nothing more enlightening. Only bad part about the enlightment is that I got stiff shoulders and sunburn, too. I listened to a lot of rap on the trip. I sort of got hooked to rap. I also bottomed out a lot. The river was supposed to be high. At the end of canoeing part of the part, my feet were so glad for solid ground. Just the feeling of my bare feet on cold, moist sand was great. I basically ate junk food for three days. I got from the trip somewhere around 9 or 10. I took a nap as soon as I got home. I woke up and then just went back to sleep. I woke up again and rode my bike for a while. I sat down and tried to think of something to do and here I am. On the 3rd, I spoke about love interests. I think I'll just come out and say it. I'm not all that great when it comes to speaking of love. Do I have at least one love interest? Yes, I do have one and no, you can't know how it is. That would spoil my fun, now wouldn't it? It's been a long time since I have been in a relationship. I wish I was in right now, but of course my shyness gets me everytime. I don't know anymore. I think I need a girlfriend badly. I need some sleep, good night.