Heather Grundy is one crazy mofo.

Today was okay. I woke up at 9, went back to sleep, and woke up again at 12. I had to set up this mini-golf course at the stonington summerfest. After that, I pretty much did nothing. I remember when the summerfest was awesome and really fun, but now it sort of sucks. It used have really good rides and awesome food. Now we're stuck with these shitty rides and ok food. Today I worked at a ring toss. I thought I was going to throttle my two little cousins. Don't get me wrong, they're just plain annoying. I worked 2 hours there and got a souvenir headache. I also got a superman necklace with fake diamonds. I got it because one of my nicknames is supersam. Well tomorrow I'm working at a mini-golf course at the summerfest twice.12-2 and 8-10. If you have nothing to do, swing by.
I am starting at my new job monday. I'm working garwood seed co. in stonington. This will be my first year there...so hopefully I won't screw up too much.
My dream last night was weird. I was hobbit with a blond mullet. I lived in the village of bullwax. I was carpenter, I think. Everybody kept on calling Hertz VanWinkle. Everybody in the whole town didn't like my handiwork. Then this ugly hobbit named Struedel streaked past my shop window twice. and somehow I went to the jail for it. I just don't know
I can't believe, but I've got this serious crush on this girl I've been talking about. I don't know what it is about her, but I just really like her. I can't her out of my head. Oh well I'd better go.

I made a collage today. I like it and so does my sister. That's pretty cool coming from awesome artistic person as herself. I told some people that I haven't got my poems done yet. I lied.

it seems people don't understand
what life is really about
sometimes you to take a stand
not taking the easy way out
that you don't run when shit gets scary
you say there and in sight
even if you escape with your life barely
it doesn't matter if you win the fight
things will blow up in your face
maybe it is not your fault
if that is the case
You should take advice with a grain of salt

there it is. I have another one coming so...hold on

who am i?
i am a guy
with not many issuses
so spare the tissues
i haven't been through been thin and thick
some people make me sick
they think they can pull wool over my eyes
but they don't realize that i'm the one in disguise
i sit here in silence
choosing not to take part in the violence
i try so hard to not lash out
people really don't what i'm about
not to get lyrical
i'm only here to be literal
sitting here for a long time
watching this crime
watching these two kids go at each other
because one kid said something about the other's brother
what exactly the use?
the brother gives him nothing but abuse
so what's the point of it
if they don't really give a shit
they need to get rid of that pinned up rage
before the government sends straight them to the cage
they need to rethink their lives
drop the guns, blades, and knives
instead of getting into fights and brawls
they need some time in those study halls
to set them straight and make something of their life
so buddy it's ok now you can drop the knife
i know what's going on here
i have been watching for near a damn year
i have been sitting on my ass
just seeing how long this would last
so go now and get in your car
you've taken this way too far
as for you, there's nothing wrong with a little push and shove
but when you start thinking about getting a glove
to keep your fingerprints on off that nine
that's one big sign
that you should drop the gun,blade, and knife
make something special of your life


i have no idea where this came from
goodnight or good day