me, myself, and illinois

Name:
Location: Stonington, Illinois, United States

November 05, 2003

My birthday was today. Even though I didn't get much for presents, it rocked. I had originally planned to skip the whole day to go see The Matrix: Revolutions. I didn't skip and I'm glad I didn't. I had no homework, basically. I got my modern novels reading done during school. So yeah, I ended up going to see the Matrix after all. I went with my cousin, Morgan. It was awesome. The theater was actually not packed. Kickass movie. Now that I'm 17, I don't know if I feel older. I don't mean for this blog to be long. I only mean it to be me. I remember starting this thing a long time ago. I was just trying to find some outlet to vent my frustrations, bury my fears, and pour out my aspirations and thoughts. I'm so glad I stumbled upon this thing called a blog. I can't think of what I'd do without it. Last but most definitely not least, back in August, I said a girl would catch my eye sooner or later. Well, guess what? One did. I asked Meg out on Sunday and right now that's best thing I've got going. I've liked her for a long time. It was back at homecoming when it happened. She's so cute and sweet. Those words don't even suffice. I don't know. I'm not really good about expressing my emotions and feelings in person. I felt so bad because I took so long of a time to ask her out. I found out she thought I didn't like her at all from someone Saturday. That's completely opposite of what I feel for her. I like her so much. Whenever, I'm having a bad day, seeing her just makes me happy. Just now I had this urge to go back and delete all that because fear of what people may think, but I'm not going to. This is how I feel. Plain and simple.